The
time has come again to lay off my blog and focus on other projects. As usual,
however, I’ve been turning over some posts and won’t be able to rest until I
get them out there at least in rough form. So here is Part 3 in my “Oh, The
Blog Posts I’ll Never Write!” series.
I’ve
been wanting to post an account of a trip I once took from Belfast to the
Sahara Desert via Casablanca and back
again via Madrid--all in two weeks. It was a fairly hard-core trip, with no tour
guide, no itinerary, and little money. During that time, strangers scammed my
travel companion and me for money (with tales of U2 tickets that never
appeared) and others helped us out of jams (when we got stranded on the edge of
the desert).
I
did not see this live in Marrakesh:
I
suppose the point of this post would have been that Muslims are just like
anybody else, which is to say they are complicated. It should be impossible to
have the debate about good Muslims versus bad Muslims without feeling dumber
for it--although the times do call for that debate. Personally, I'm even uncomfortable analyzing the issue as I am now because talking about Muslims as them compared
to us is othering and hard to pull off without sounding condescending.
Who
Sticks In the Knife?
Another
post I had planned springs from a personal ordeal I’ve been going through. I suddenly
found myself in a big international mess due to my tax preparer doing everything
wrong for a couple years. One of the ways I alleviate stress is by viewing
matters through the framework of ideas, and in this case I felt like Friedrich Nietzsche
(as always) and Franz Kafka were relevant.
One
of the many soul-crushing aspects of international tax problems is that they take
forever to sort out and the sorting is labyrinthine. Imagine if your survival depended
not on running through a giant maze as in The Maze Runner, but on filling out
endless forms, negotiating tax laws, paying endless bills, making frantic phone
calls, and biting your fingernails. The System is coming down on you hard,
according to its own secret principles, and will do so again whenever it feels
like it.
You
are utterly powerless.
Along
the way, it occurred to me that despite the injustice of it all, no one was
concerned with the morality of it: the gears of interlocking apparatuses were
simply grinding away. A great deal of the modern world is like this. The
totally administered society, to borrow a phrase from Herbert Marcuse, dispenses
with morality in favor of impersonal systems in which no one is accountable for
what is right. Each person is a functionary who need only do their job
according to the rules, much like--to take a dramatic example--Adolf Eichmann, Hannah
Arendt’s face for the banality of evil.
I
thought Nietzsche’s On the Genealogy of Morals might shed some light on this, but I’ll
never find the time to review that right now. But I also thought of Franz Kafka’s
The Trial (free here), about a man named Josef K. who wakes up one morning to find that he is on trial. He
never learns his crime or how he can defend himself, but as he spends more and
more time trying to satisfy the Law (previous post), his life falls apart. Eventually, he gets
the death sentence and the courts send a couple goons to drag him out to a quarry
and execute him with a butcher knife. Curiously, however, neither of the goons
wants to do the deed, for that would be taking too much personal responsibility, and
that is exactly what the systems governing us--and we when we work for them--want
to avoid. They would prefer the illusion that we somehow did it to ourselves:
The repulsive courtesies began once again, one of them passed the knife over K. to the other, who then passed it back over K. to the first. K. now knew it would be his duty to take the knife as it passed from hand to hand above him and thrust it into himself. But he did not do it…
Hopefully, I will escape the knife, but other projects demand my attention. Projects within projects within projects. . . So for now this blog is on a slowdown.
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